I Have a Five Year OId.

Shit. Where did the last five years go?? Dee turned 5 last week. Seriously, it feels like just yesterday that I was watching White Noise and getting scared into labor. Okay, so some of the last five years felt like a decade being married to Stupid, but in terms of my girl growing up....the time really has flown by. Im so proud of the smart little person she is becoming. She starts school in August and im scared shitless. She however, is super excited to go and talks about it nearly every day. I worry mostly about my work schedule and how im going to manage to pull this all off. Getting her to and from school while working almost 40 hours. Looks like G-pa's going to have to help me out a bit. Im not sure how A-train is going to do without her, they are attached at the hip. Seriously. Honestly, I think shes a bit excited about a couple hour break from her baby brother. She likes to rub it in his face that he doesnt get to go to school with her.

Hello June!

Wow, the month of May really flew by fast! It seems like it was only a week ago that I was at Buca's celebrating Hulk's (my affectionate nickname for my love) birthday! But no...that was a month ago! Wow, im not to thrilled with the speed that May slipped away. He was here. I would have liked that time to go by nice and slowly so it could be savored. But no. Not so much. Im just hoping that June gives me the same treatment now that I would actually LIKE for time to go by fast. It would be nice to have July show up in the blink of an eye. Im realizing now that I have something to look forward to every month from here till December. Whether it be birthdays or milestones, I think it helps time pass to have something to be excited for each month. This month I have two birthdays. Both my baybays....both Gemini's. Heaven HELP me. I swear they really do both have evil twins. Those twins like to show up when it's clean up and bedtime. In a way im lucky that I have both birthdays in the middle of the year because it gives me "present recovery" time before Christmas. AND it helps that Goobs and Atrain are 13 days apart...two different pay periods... that helps with the spending a bit. Hey, I work in a grocery store, im not really bringing in the big bucks. Speaking of work, i have to be there at 6am and im up still at 9:30 blogging. I think it's time to make a date with my pillow. Goodnight.