Clean Slate.

I figure since I started over in my real life I should start over in my blog as well. (Which Im going to try to write more on- I swear!). So I erased what was in here before and decided to start fresh. The last couple years of my life were epic fail (aside from the kiddoes) so I dont really want to relive them through the interwebz. Ive been back at work for over 4 months now and let me tell you it's AH-MAY-ZING! Some days I have to go in at 4am which isnt so great haha but for the most part my schedule isnt too bad. It just feels good to be working again and to be able to provide for my kids and feel like im taking control of my own life. It helps too that I love what I do and the people I work with are pretty awesome.

Now onto bigger...and BETTER things. I am ENGAGED! Yes, Im getting married. Im excited to spend the rest of my life with this wonderful amazing man who is crazy enough to want to be with me forever. The only thing im nervous about is planning a wedding. Ive never had one before! Lol..I dont even know where to start. I was looking at websites the other day and tips for planning and thought to myself "Oh My GAWD! This is why people elope to Vegas!". This chiz looks stressful haha. No no no, there will be no Bridezilla here. Honestly Im not so much excited about the wedding in general (even though it will be epic!) Im just excited to stand in front of all my family and friends and make this commitment to him. Okay okay enough about the mushy stuff ;-)

Im gonna leave this "first" entry at that because it's 7:45pm and I have to get up at 3am to go to work. Jooy. I will however add one last thing. There are things that you never think you would ever hear yourself say- until you have children. Tonight I had one of those moments.

"Stop trying to tell your little brother that the dog biscuits are skeleton cookies and clean the room!"

I love my kids.