It Can Begin Now.

The countdown starts.

Saying goodbye is hard. Saying goodbye twice is even harder. I sat there and watched him walk away. I watched him walk until I couldnt see him anymore. I sat there and cried. Undoubtedly the hardest thing ive ever had to do. I want to jump out of the car, run up and hug him and kiss him one last time. But that would have made it so much harder. So I just sat there sobbing. No matter how hard it was watching him walk away again, I was thankful for one more day. One more day of laughs and kisses and hugs and time with him, the kids, and I all together.

But now it can begin. There are no more goodbyes. Only the anticipation of emails, and phone calls and coming home. Each day that passes will be one more day that brings us closer. I just hope each day flows by fast as possible. I put on a front about being a strong independent woman. I need him.