Nothing Tastes as Good as Skinny Feels.

Im pretty sure this bowl of Rocky Road ice cream begs to differ.

Regardless, this is my last day of eating my feelings. It's time to cut the crap...again...and go back to eating healthy. Im tired all the time, and well, my pants dont fit so well anymore. Before anyone assumes..NO...NO...NO...no baybay here. I just eat like crap, and hence my body feels like crap. How can I expect it to tackle 40hr work weeks, and taking care of two kiddoes without giving it the good fuel it needs? Simple answer. I cant. Hence why i fall asleep at 5pm for two hours, and am STILL exhausted at bedtime. So needless to say, I need a change.

So as of tomorrow...no junkfood...no more energy drinks (WAHHH!!), more water and definitely more fruits and veggies. Im going to start going to the gym again too. Ive really slacked on that the last couple of months. Ridiculous that I pay monthly for something I dont even use. So with that said...my arse is going to be back in there sweating it off.

I also want to drop a pants size by the time he comes home. So I have another goal as well. I think I can lose 15 lbs in 6 months. If I cant there's definitely something wrong with me. I think with a little motivation I can do it. I would love to make his jaw drop when he gets home. Granted I dont have a problem in that department now...however... there's a lot I can improve upon. I'd also like to be able to go on runs with him and Gunner and not kill myself after 3/4 of a mile. It looks like some treadmill running and conditioning is in my very near future. So hopefully im actually sticking to it this time and not blowing smoke up my own ass.

Only time will tell, and unfortunately I have a lot of time right now.